September was Couch Potato Month

How is it that it's October already? The days are just slipping by-- so quietly, so quickly, so uneventfully it seems like. September was a blur. I was supposed to have lost 2 pounds last month, and I did actually, but I believe I gained them back over the course of a few days. The scale is too depressing to look at, so I don't. I just care about how my clothes fit, which most of them don't. I pulled out some of my beautiful fall skirts from a few years ago, and I can't even get them past my lower thighs. I just want to cry sometimes.

I've been on a Medium Season 1 marathon for the past week or so. It's my favorite show on television, and I hadn't seen a lot of the episodes. I was surprised that I had missed so many. But they were really good. I love my Netflix DVDs. I have seriously been a couch potato for most of September, if not all. I guess that's why it was a blur. And of course I'm not going to lose any weight if I'm not exercising. But with how topsy-turvy my whole schedule is, I don't know how or when to fit it in. And I hate exercising.

I'm tired so that's all I'm going to write for tonight. Will try to write more tomorrow night.